How will i spend the coming weekend?

That above, my dear is a good question.

I'm planning to spend Saturday going to some facial treatment. Mind you, I've never been to any kind of facial treatment before. So if I were a little excited about it, it's no rocket science why.

A month a go, me and Kentang made a promise to go to this treatment together but somehow I dont know whether this is still on or not. She seems busy for some reason and I think our plan might be cancelled eventually.

So that left me with what will I do this weekend?

If I had any self-preservation, I'd say I'll be a sensible person and go finish up all my office work before I'm drown with it all.

But somehow, I know, I'll do something else this weekend cause hey, I work 9 to 5 weekdays and weekend is supposed to be non-work hours, right?

Well....

Neway, I want to make a list of things that I should probably do this weekend:

1. Laundry. For some reasons, I like doing laundry. In fact, my weekly routine, without fail, I do laundry. Seriously. Even though, we're still using that semi-auto washing machine with broken dryer, I still like doing laundry. If we managed to get an auto machine with full functioning functions (hehe), that will be the day...
2. Wash my car. I'm sorry love. You know you are my one and only but...huhuu. I can count on my left hand how many times I wash my car by myself and still have some fingers left. I should probably take my car to car wash this weekend or buy some car shampoo and some clothes and do it myself. If only I have a mobile vacuum. Hmmm...
3. Cook something rare. Like burgers. Cik Kaya has the recipes. I want to try but our fridge probably wont allow me the luxury. Our fridge is the kind that people usually find at the bottom of a sea. I kid you not. The frozen compartment is forever frosting. The chilling compartment may or may not has the same temperature as the room temperature outside. The only thing the fridge does properly is burn electricity. Gahh. Stupid fridge! I'm planning to get a new one but, I'm gonna wait until at least till end of June. I have my reasons.
4. Watch movies. I want to watch this Thai film that has came out in cinema. The film sounds interesting. Should check out my nearest cinema then.
5. Go to a hair salon. I probably dont need this. My hair is okay as it it. But I still have one treatment (free!) to go. Hmm...maybe next time.
6. Visit someone. Who?
7. Sit down and write. Hahahaha. Yeah, maybe I should do that.

Anyway, still hoping for Kentang to return my calls.

Promises...promises...promises

i promised myself that i'll write in this blog everyday.

it's like a resolution or something. i said this to myself every year but...

empty, empty promises.

i need some motivation to do this. i wonder how active bloggers do this. why do they have so much to say everyday?

still, i got to do this lest my language skill will be impaired.

huhu

The Godfather

Have you watched the Godfather movie?
I have.
I'm surprise to find it interesting. The problem is, I dont know what is so interesting about the movie. But it is interesting. Maybe because the movie reminds me of Marcone. Hehe

But seriously, go and watch it if you havent yet.

It is a freaking awesome movie considering it was made in 1972. Malay movies--i'm sorry to say this--cant even begin to compare. they dont even have internet(do they?) and all these technologies in 1970s but still, they made awesome movies. kudos for them.

this movie is about a mafia family. yes, they are a family. it's a family business, this mafia thingy.

i like the mafia family dynamic. it's very ...fetching? unique? i donno how to describe them. they have this tight family bond and they are kinda a bunch of touchy feely guys which i think is nice whithin a family. whats more? they serve food. all. the. freaking. time.
or is it like that in every italian family? i'll never know. sometime i wish i'm an italian so i can tell (and eat all those amazing italian food).

they are mafia and that generally means bad people, right? okay, they are bad people but they are also some kinda like hmm...enforcer? which is really cool. i cant help but compare them to batman or something. the only difference of those two is batman has legit business while mafia kinda grey, if you know what i mean.

miissehh

i miss writing. like freaking seriously.
ok let me rephrase that. i miss writing like a junkie miss his junks. which is kinda unhealthy but not really. i mean, writing is good for my soul.

and all the guilty emails has got to stop. please. i'm guilty. i know. so stop pointing it out. all those guilty emails make me feels...guilty. so please, please stop sending them.

there are probably thousands of reason why i stop writing. i could write down on a list but i'd probably waste half of the rainforest to finish it.

but the most obvious reason is...life happens. lame reason right? but seriuosly, lame or not, thats the truth.
you know, life. they consume you, eat you and spit you back out when you are down. and the cycle continues. add in students and schools and drama and whatgotyou, time is ..well, constrained.

but the real reason is, despite the time constrain is i was...i am...i mean...i..
okay. i reread back all my stuff and i thought,'wow, this is crap! did i do this? and people read it? omg! i'm gonna hide under my duvet and never come out again. never!'

if there were ever a language murderer, 'tis me!

and i never get over it. makes me wonder why i started writing at the first place.

in other word, i am ashamed of my bad writing. gahhh...need to get over it.

Words String

If I say...

1. top
2. shatter
3. shoe
4. slide
5.car
6. lips
7. mail
8. brick
9. thrill
10. woof

...what is the first word to pop in your head?

1. top shirt
2. shatter glass
3. shoe sneakers
4. slide slimy
5.car fast
6. lips plump
7. mail slow
8. brick red
9. thrill junkie
10. woof cute

Non-teacher teaching

Dalam kursus jadi pengajar ni, I realize that bukan senang nak jadi pengajar.

Well, duh. Everybody and their cats know that, right?

Yeah, I know but this time that fact hits hard. Cause in this course I do realize that I dont want some type of people teaching me. I sound arrogant but believe me, if you're in my shoes right now, you'd agree with me too.

Like the type that talk and talk and talk for days but i get nothing out of it. Yet, give me the notes, it'll take me just 5 mins to understand! Seems like instead of making things clearer, the lectures just...confusing.

And that's just 10 kinds of wrong as a teacher. Teaching is for clarifying not confusing.

Or the kind who try their best to crash your enthusiasm by saying no at every attempted answer. It is darn frustrating. I wonder why they do that. Shouldn't they keep students interested by indulging them?

"I think the answer to 2 + 2 is 4, sir."
"No, it's four. Not 4."

"I think left is not-right."
"No, left is opposite of right."

Do you get what I mean?

I really hope I wont be like those kinds of teacher.

Meme

The blue ones are all about me.

I am shorter than 5'4.
I think I'm ugly sometimes.
I have many scars.
Tan easily.
Wish my hair was a different color.
I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
I have a tattoo.
I am self-conscious about my appearance.
I have/I've had braces.
I wear/wore glasses.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100 safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
I have more than 2 piercings.
I have piercings in places besides my ears.
I have freckles.

Family Home/Life

I’ve sworn at my parents.
I've run away from home.
I've been kicked out of the house.
My biological parents are together.
I have a sibling less than one year old.
I want to have kids someday.
I've had children.
I've lost a child.

School/Work

I'm in school.
I’ve fall asleep at work/school.
I almost always do/did my homework.
I've missed a week or more of school.
I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
I failed more than 1 class last year.
I have a job.
I've had a job for at least 2 years.
I've stolen something from my job.

Embarrassment

I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation.
Disney movies still make me cry.
I've snorted while laughing.
I've laughed so hard I've cried.
I've glued my hand to something.
I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.

Health

I was born with a disease/impairment.
I've gotten stitches.
I've broken a bone.
I've had my tonsils removed.
I've sat in a doctor’s office with a friend.
I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
I had a serious surgery.
I've had chicken pox.

Traveling

I've been on a plane.
I've been to the UK.
I've been to Spain.
I've been to France.
I've been to Russia.
I've been to Finland.
I've been to Asia.
I've been to Africa.

Experiences

I've seen a shooting star.
I've wished on a shooting star.
I've seen a meteor shower.
I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
I've played a prank on someone.
I've ridden in a taxi.
I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
I've eaten Sushi.
I've been snowboarding.

Relationships

I'm single.
I'm in a relationship.
I'm engaged.
I'm married.
I'm currently in the middle of a divorce.
I've gone on a blind date.
I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
I miss someone right now.
I have a fear of abandonment.
I've gotten divorced.
I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
I've kept something from a past relationship.
I have an ex I don't think I'll ever get over.

Sexuality

I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
I've had a crush on a teacher.
I am a cuddler.
I've been kissed in the rain.
I've made out with my best friend.
I've made out with someone who I wasn't dating.
I've hugged a stranger.
I have kissed a stranger.

Honesty/Crime

I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
I've snuck out of my house.
I have lied to my parents about where I am.
I am keeping a secret from the world.
I've cheated while playing a game.
I've cheated on a test.
I've been suspended from school.

Drugs/Alcohol

I regularly drink.
I've passed out from drinking.
I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
I can't swallow pills.
I can swallow about 5 pills at a time, no problem.
I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
I shut others out when I'm depressed.
I take anti-depressants.
I'm anorexic or bulimic.
I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
I've hurt myself on purpose.
I'm addicted to self injury.
I've woken up crying.

Death & Suicide

I'm afraid of dying.
I hate funerals.
I've seen someone dying.
Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
Someone close to me has committed suicide.
I've planned my own suicide.
I've attempted suicide.
I've written a eulogy for myself.

Materialism

I own over 5 rap hip-hop CDs.
I own an iPod or MP3 player.
I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
I own something from Gap.
I own something from American Eagle.
I own something from Gucci.
I own something I got on e-Bay.
I own something from Levi's.
I buy more than half my clothes at Wal-Mart.